Post by 51NN3R on May 4, 2015 15:17:24 GMT
Rene D'Cartes said "i think therefor i am" ,I would say "i am therefor i think",let me try to explain what i mean,
Take a moment to realize that you can be aware of your thoughts as they occur within your mind,
Ask your self,how is it possible that you can observe these thoughts being thought as though YOU are observing from somewhere else?
you will also notice your ego making multiple suggestions to which your thoughts will agree or
disagree,all while you are observing this as it happens?
you are most likely still in conversation with the ego regarding your opinion on this piece as you read it..
You are not the thinker but you are the awareness which is experiencing through a developed
'personality'<(who you think you are) and a guide/defense mechanism which is called the ego
All gained from experiences you have had throughout your existence thus far,
the created personality that you think is "the real you" and the realm in which you believe you are navigating can be explained next and although this all seems chaotic in its format,it should begin to make sense to you within a short time.
all that you experience is through your senses eg:smell,see,hear,taste,touch and that sense when you feel a presence of something every now and then..
in short - you are part of the creator in almost the same way that your fingers can each have their own experience yet you experience everything they do ,the difference here is that the proverbial finger is more like a drop of water,you can take a glass of water and pour it into the sea where it becomes one with the ocean ,yet you know this glass of water exists within that ocean,
that is how it works but for the fact that you are never truly in a glass but instead lead to believe this to be true,
you can in some sense observe the creator if you so choose but it can be terrifying at first because of a little detail that you just wouldn't have thought of,
When you practice being aware of your thoughts, you will come to a point of realization in much the same way as if - you are able to go into a 'very deep meditative state' <(which takes a long time at first),
you will suddenly notice that you can (if it is your desire) think yourself out of life and this will make you pale with panic because it is very hard to not think the thoughts when you are not prepared,
at this very moment - most of you know exactly what i mean and you can feel the closeness of the simplicity to simply stop living by a few thoughts alone ,it can be done in the exact same way that you can chose to move a limb or look or speak or think and most terrifying is that
the creator self is right at and slightly beyond this point at which you will become part of the ocean
again,'The End Of What You Thought Was you',
if and when you calm down and return to lucidity you will also be shocked at how you have known this all along yet you never 'thought' about it,you just left it sit in a hidden area of your self,this is where the memories of the true self are waiting,the memories of before your adjusting to being a
human,
You fall into it,
it starts 'mostly' in the baby years, when you had just left that point of simply being,it is a place
that you cannot comprehend at the moment for you have been existing in the way you are now for
far too long but when you started looking for the reason as to why your reality has felt so out of
place,you began your journey toward the answer,
in time - you will realize your sense of 'knowing' even further and you can then go back to that
point out of choice alone - without actually crossing it,
i do not recommend you try this until you learn all there is about the consciousness,until you can
say without doubt that you are ready,you will know what "Ready" is when you are ready,it's not the "i can handle this" or
"i have had enough of this world" type of ready,
it is more the "i am ready because i am awareness and i sense this in my very core because i am able to stop thinking at a moments notice and simply be because my ego is a thing of the past and is realized to be
nothing more than a figment of my imagination.
You will be ready when you 'Know'.
Below is a whole lot of text that will increase your knowledge of reality and it's workings ten fold,
problem is - although it will increase your knowledge - it is still your created perception and you are limited to that and so may not be able to comprehend the content but you will improve every time you read it
because reading it will decrease your limitations every time...
You painted this picture,read on
to understand what that means.
i will try to explain this,
i may go off the beaten track through this story but please try to follow and i hope i can make it a worth while journey for you,
when some one does something to you and you think of what they have done as one of the most
horrid experiences in your existence,you may not realize that to them it was a triviality of an occurrence and they are confused by your reaction,
provided they know nothing of what you're about to .
You create your own reality and only you experience that reality,others can only receive
information from what it is you are focused on and they then integrate this information into their perceived reality and even then it can only be what is within the range of what they understand/believe logically possible.
the reverse is also true,when they communicate with you,the reality you perceive will be within
your range of logic and belief and this is why so much is lost in communication,you both stand and
look at a blue screen but if you could look through the eyes of your companion,you would see a
different colour,it is only because you have learned this colour to be named blue,it's the old " how can you possibly like that?" or "why would you do such a thing?"
FACT!
proven through The Double Slit Experiment ,advanced mathematical equations and philosophical debate performed by many of the greatest minds to ever exist <(or did they)
confused yet??? GOOD!
time to explode
a quick run down of The Double Slit Experiment -
(refer to Thomas Young or Niels Bohr to find a lot more on this,for you that likes the science stuff just follow this link en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Double-slit_experiment)
Imagine tiny bits of solid matter all stuck together creating everything you experience as your reality are marbles,(this is to represent the photons used in this experiment)
so they get a panel and cut 2 slits then they fire the marbles at the panel,logically a few marbles
should get through and leave an imprint of 2 lines on the screen behind but instead there were
loads of lines,(~Diffraction Pattern~)
they think the marbles must be bouncing off one another as they go through and a whole bunch of other reasons
so they decide to fire one at a time
but guess what?
loads of lines,(~Diffraction Pattern~)
This cannot be,this makes no sense,We fired 1 at a time,
lets watch the marbles as they go through
and see what happens,
so they watch them close and something weird happens,
there are 2 lines on the screen behind,
?
they stop watching = loads of lines,they watch = 2 lines..?
reality is behaving according to what they expect by producing what is believed to be the logical outcome when it is observed and when not observed reality is nothing more than possibility,
meaning nothing actually exists but for the experience you are having and everything else is mere possibility.
Schrödinger's cat -
so when Schrödinger's cat (the thought experiment of that cat in a box where no one could know if it were alive or dead due to the poison being released at an unknown time and thus the assumtion was that the cat) was both alive and dead simultaniously..
I would however state the undeniable logic derived from the observer effect is that in actuallity - there is no cat until you look in the box.
so you think you have the why and how?
i did too,remember that you only experience reality as information through your senses and you don't really know if anything exists at all but this also means that the experiment is received by you
as information that you then try to integrate into your perceived reality as best you can with what
you've got in your toolbox.
this whole episode is more of a way for the awareness to try and get you to understand what it is
you truly are in the best way possible,this bit of info will get right through to you
- it is appealing to your search for those 3 words "peace of mind" <if you don't get a shock when you read those 3
words, then you are not even close to being ready and you probably can't even see the words in the first place hehe
ever deeper>
so you have all these people with books and ideas and promises of the perfect world for you,you
have doctors and psychiatrists and wise old folk all who tell you what to do.
why should you listen to them? you might ask,well it's very simple,'all of them are you',
it is your painting of what you believe is happening in your reality and all of it is trying to tell you something,
do not dismiss things so quickly simply because you disagree but instead examine them
for what it is they may be trying to say.
this can be difficult when you are so stressed,for this reason i give you a simple task,
'slow your breathing',
it sounds like nothing but in the most horrible or most wonderful of situations -
you can remain or achieve calm,
just stop and focus on slowing your breathing until you zone out,you may even begin to drool but hey,it's the price of peacefulness and that's priceless (contradiction or is it),slow your breathing and be amazed,
moving along now .
Through my research i have come to realize that the key to everything is belief or more to the point 'not having any doubt in your ability to have or do what ever you like when or where ever you like',
the now famous book/film The Secret tells you to just believe in the possibility and imagine how
you will feel when it comes true,tell yourself a story of what happened next, really tell yourself the
story, until you get lost in the dream,in time you will be amazed at how it worked,they tell you
that you don't have to know how it works but just know that it does work and believe it can
happen,
all of this is simply put 'trying to lie to yourself',how stupid could one be to do such a thing? but stupid is not what's happening here>
it's easy to convince many to believe something ie:Religion in general or to convince an entire
nation to follow you ie:Hitler but it needs some reasoning in its content or you won't get very
far,you play upon the persons desire,the underlying dream of a better life and future and soon you
will have them eating from your hand,
the problem is none question what they have been told but instead out of desperation jump into the
fire and also then raise their young to follow the same path,no chance for those children as their foundations have been corrupted and this is exactly how entire worlds can fall,
those behind The Secret would never tell you about this as they know you will eventually discover
it when you are ready,they would instead give you a guide along the path and include all of its
workings for free.
trying to sell a book with the excuse of we need the money to pay for the book when they could
just make it available to download as an e-book (for those who don't use the internet ,an E-book is an book you can read on your computer or have it printed to paper ) for free and above all "if they are right and they know how to make The Secret work then why do they need to do anything when they could simply
use The Secret to open everybody's mind to it or even use it to get the money for the book and pay for the lot ,making it free for all"
excuses are infinite here but again the whole thing is 'you' trying to tell yourself something,
charlatans in the multitude from channeling to mind reading and many more but should you
dismiss them all?
'they are your painting'
here's hoping you have enough paint,
the key is you have to believe,you can't have any doubt..
i cannot bring myself to believe regardless of the mountain of undeniable evidence i have
gathered,evidence is not proof and proof is impossible as reality is a self created perception,
ever noticed how you can think about something for but a moment and then move back to what you were doing,
it happens by one thing reminding you of something else,where you think of a good invention or how you might like to see a certain movie or how you would like a coffee then days,hours,minutes or even seconds later,it happens,you see,get,find or experience the event in some way,
i call those the fleeting thoughts,
the way you think at those moments is the vital part of creating something,
the ego is silent in most of those moments and it feels like a dream state or day dream,
you do not have the conflict of doubt caused by the ego in that moment and so the absolute believe is applied to the subject by the subconscious,
it is in this way of thinking that you can create something - should you be able to think without the ego and truly believe in the possibility,
silence the ego through breathing and realize that its suggestions are irrelevant unless you deem them otherwise,
now practice,
find something simple that you fully believe possible and then 'dream state it'> try to go into the drooling - eyes out of focus - daydream state,then create the event in your minds eye.
if you find this too difficult,then try instead to keep a diary of these events,when they happen after you have thought of them - you will notice the events you thought of - have come to be a reality every now and then,
try to record the event and how long before it happened that you were thinking of it and how you pictured it in your minds eye,
in a short time you will start to notice these events more and more and this will give you the tools to creating believable outcomes due to your diary showing how it works,
these events are often refered to as synchronicities by those who practice "noticing them",it will feel almost the same as a "Déjà vu" experience.
Déjà vu is an entire subject i have to talk about some other time as it is seriously strange,i have experienced duel memories as though i am living two lifetimes side by side simultaniously,madness is to weak a word to describe where you end up from this experience...
it gets easy to create these believable things but for the melding ,the melding is a thing that is very hard to explain until you experience it personally,
something you have created comes to be in a very obvious way,your surroundings will change to being more bright and more detailed,smells, taste, touch and everything else is enhanced to the point of being overwhelming but then suddenly the melding happens,everything seems to become less amazing ,the occurrence looks and feels to you as though it is absolutely normal and has always been this way,
it feels as though nothing changed regardless of how incredible the event may have been,
your reality blends/melds this event right into place as though it is completely normal and soon after you forget the whole thing,i do not know if the event-diary matters here but i think it doesn't ,
i think it is up to you ,
in my experience with this,when the reality changes then so to do you,it melds with you,
it's like the time traveling "Grandfather Paradox" were actually a thing,(i explain time travel as impossible but it is more an altering of your reality path,
Both Allan Watts and Robert Anton Wilson would have said "it's what you tune in",look up anything from those two guys,they are both excellent guides to this insanity...
i would explain that if you go back in time that the very moment you begin traveling is the very moment you enter a new reality ,
"Grandfather Paradox"
if you go back and kill your grandfather then You will never exist so how could you go back in the first place,You could do this if it was an alternate reality,
you go back and kill your grandfather and then continue living in this timeline,the you in this reality will never come to be and the reality you left behind will remain unchanged,
with this i say it is time space reality tunnel traveling because it is far more complicated than what i have explained and also in my view - just another dream of Awareness,
if such things were possible then all of existence is in every way infinite and this would mean that
all possibilities already exist meaning everything you do is predetermined and you truly are nothing
more than a character in a story lead to believe it is a real being,
i am certain that the only thing that exists is what you look for with belief in its possibility and in truth it does not exist at all,i mean it exists but only as an experience you are having within the minds eye and not as an actual material event,James J. Traitz said "the belief that the substance of the universe is matter is what he called a 'fear/greed dichotomy' ,
this is basically saying if you belive the world is solid then you lack the correct information or are in a very confused state of denial
what drives us to do this?
we do this because we desire to experience!
'your emotions are the result of desire'
the future hasn't happened and the past is gone,you are now,everything is fine.
<don't you just hate it,i have often been in the now ,freezing cold starving and feeling alone,everything is not fine,you can be in the now but whilst there you'd better plan for the future or you're gonna have a lot of horrible 'nows'
some would say "but i just can't forget! how can i be in the moment with such horrible thoughts eating away at my insides?"
'such thoughts manifest as physical illness'
letting go of past hurtful memories of wrong doings by others upon you and of the things you have done is what i call >
"The Monkey"
would you spend everyday punishing or feeling disgusted with a Monkey for hitting you with a grape years earlier?
NO!
'cause the monkey knows not what it do',
we make mistakes because we know not what we do,
realize you are the monkey evolving (not in the darwin sense) and you will be free of some of the crap that brings you down..
why we do this and what drives us to make so many mistakes is selfishness,that's right ,you heard me,i said you are selfish,
we all are..
this was the biggest break through for me and it is far more incredible than you first think.
you have to be selfish but try to be so in the following way>>
be selfish in the
productive way...
all thinking things do what they do out of the desire for self
satisfaction in order to experience existence,
this is hard to accept so i am gonna make it easy by being horrible>
you're caught in a hostage situation with your child and a nasty guy holding a gun to your head hands you a gun and tells you shoot your own child or he will shoot you,now here you are left with a lot of choices all of which you and your ego can ponder for a bit then come to the conclusion as to what you will do in this circumstance of the most horrid,what ever choice you make,it is ~YOUR choice based on the outcome YOU wanted most~
still not gettin it?
ok
give a man starving a piece of bread
and a soft fluffy pillow to rest is poor head
why bother doing any of that?
i mean,why did you choose to help him out?
did you do it for him?
you did it because it felt like a nice thing to do which in turn satisfied you,it made you feel better about this situation because seeing him there made you uncomfortable,you wouldn't give him a thing if it hadn't affected you emotionally.
you do what you do entirely for you.
we are selfish by design,the mistake is
that we are satisfying our-self
and not including others,
if you help the old lady
cross the road,
you make her feel less alone (or you are reminding her of her old age and ruining her day),
in turn you satisfy your need to do something
nice which makes you feel good,
now we have to hope the old lady goes
on with this good feeling and
does something for 2 others,
satisfying her desire to be looked upon as a good person,
then those 2
find 2 more and do the exact
same for the exact same reason whilst passing on the message of why and how it is 'selfishness in a productive way',
eventually there will come a
day where many do nice things for
each other all the time and we
will all be happy 'All The Time',
Bet that gets boring quickly and we
soon fall into a pit of despair
feeling the bad like never before,
the cycle continues until we
realize that we are not persona's
but instead we are awareness/god
entertaining by observation
(experiencing) of existence.
you exist to experience and you can only experience by desire to do so,
your every action is for self satisfaction regardless of its moral content as all morals are dictated out of selfishness,
if you do what you believe to be a good deed - you do this only to satisfy your desire to feel good about yourself in your action,
the implications of the understanding as to the true depths of this simple fact of selfishness are infinite,
it is the finality of emotional turmoil,the crippling of the subtle suggester/ego in the ability to choose how you wish to feel rather than fall prey to simplicities eg: "the loss of things loved",
love is the very essence of selfishness,"i love" = i feel good when i think of or am with something or some-one,
even the biblical god is selfish in "obey me,take no other god before me,i am the lord,defy me and spend eternity in hell","it's my way or the highway",satisfy god for god desires and desire is selfishness renamed....
which brings me to the death scenario
what happens?
i have memories that are intermingled with each other of me being or doing in one place but i know i was in another,
i have gone to bed in one country only to wake in another at an earlier time in my life ,i closed my eyes and screamed nooo and when i open them i am back where i went to sleep in the first place,i have a memory of looking for a body in a place i know was full of buildings but in this search for the body - the buildings have long crumbled and the place is surrounded in flames.i have woken from lives lived to a life i am living and none of this dare i tell for fear of a white room.
if you know nothing of the 'reality question',then you come to the death point and cross into what is that place of dream,it is in the place of knowing but you are no longer aware of what is happening as you drift through the dream state,up until you start to focus on a subject which becomes more detailed and finaly you fall obliviously into your new reality,
if however you are one who has done this a few times too many ,then you become aware of this dreamstate and the thought of thinking yourself out of this game and back to the ocean ,frightens you to pick a subject and start drifting until you begin a new life and the cycle continues until you are 'ready' to rejoin the ocean,simple as that...
(if you cant get to the place of knowing,then smoke a large dose of salvia divinorum making sure you are lying on the floor with some one you trust watching over you.
once you begin falling through yourself,you will be aware of the presense of many minds all focused on you,you will then feel a non physical 'pull' to stay in that place and go further,to remain in the knowing and fall through the point of the creator self ,to become one with the ocean ,you will feel harshly judged and will sense 6 shadow figures around you,
you can't See as you would with your corporial eyes but you do in some sense see these figures,
they are like statues but they have a kind of life energy that is extremely powerful,if you fight to get back here ,it will be a bad experience,simply repeat to yourself that this is all you and you make the decisions.
(salvia divinorum is not a recreational drug but more on the line of DMT(Dimethyltryptamine)which is a natural byproduct of the brain and released in a very large dosage during the phases of death,salvia divinorum will allow for a similar experience but a lot harder to remember or explain when you return to lucidity as the place of "knowing" is not as simplistic or straight forward as the so called "REAL WORLD",i do NOT recommend you try it but it's always up to you in the end.)
the other way to reach it but harder to do and far more intense is through the beginning of sleep,slow the breathing until you are zoned out and wait,you will feel an approaching vibration which gets stronger until it becomes all powerful and combined with this everywhere you look will be bright white,it's a light that is pure white like glowing milk,it's terrifying but if you can face it,hold on and soon you will arrive in the place of knowing but with more control/lucidity)
why are we desiring to experience,why do any of this at all?
the answer is in that place,outside of desire ,outside of this dream,i glimsed it once and for what felt like an eternity i was everything and knew everything and it all made perfect sense but part of me didn't want to go,be it out of fear or what i don't know but i screamed and clawed my way back from this place all while another part of me fought to go,i got back but only to the edge and in this i was left broken and confused by reality in itself,i was both insane and sane ,it was the most horrible time of my existence,the feeling of loss for something you can't remember is a feeling i can not explain in words,
i will return when the time is right but for now i am going to contine this experiencing existence in my semi lunatic state of mind ..
but it's all an illusion ,isn't it?
so what does any of it matter?
it matters because you are in the human way.
yet still i ask you,do you think you're actually sitting
there now reading?
what would you do if you could be God for a day?
off you go now and choose your path of selfishness,
will you join the pack or go it alone?
are you dreaming all of this?
do you like the picture you have painted?
you create the things you hate,
get a fresh canvas.
by
x51NN3Rx
(or is it?)
Take a moment to realize that you can be aware of your thoughts as they occur within your mind,
Ask your self,how is it possible that you can observe these thoughts being thought as though YOU are observing from somewhere else?
you will also notice your ego making multiple suggestions to which your thoughts will agree or
disagree,all while you are observing this as it happens?
you are most likely still in conversation with the ego regarding your opinion on this piece as you read it..
You are not the thinker but you are the awareness which is experiencing through a developed
'personality'<(who you think you are) and a guide/defense mechanism which is called the ego
All gained from experiences you have had throughout your existence thus far,
the created personality that you think is "the real you" and the realm in which you believe you are navigating can be explained next and although this all seems chaotic in its format,it should begin to make sense to you within a short time.
all that you experience is through your senses eg:smell,see,hear,taste,touch and that sense when you feel a presence of something every now and then..
in short - you are part of the creator in almost the same way that your fingers can each have their own experience yet you experience everything they do ,the difference here is that the proverbial finger is more like a drop of water,you can take a glass of water and pour it into the sea where it becomes one with the ocean ,yet you know this glass of water exists within that ocean,
that is how it works but for the fact that you are never truly in a glass but instead lead to believe this to be true,
you can in some sense observe the creator if you so choose but it can be terrifying at first because of a little detail that you just wouldn't have thought of,
When you practice being aware of your thoughts, you will come to a point of realization in much the same way as if - you are able to go into a 'very deep meditative state' <(which takes a long time at first),
you will suddenly notice that you can (if it is your desire) think yourself out of life and this will make you pale with panic because it is very hard to not think the thoughts when you are not prepared,
at this very moment - most of you know exactly what i mean and you can feel the closeness of the simplicity to simply stop living by a few thoughts alone ,it can be done in the exact same way that you can chose to move a limb or look or speak or think and most terrifying is that
the creator self is right at and slightly beyond this point at which you will become part of the ocean
again,'The End Of What You Thought Was you',
if and when you calm down and return to lucidity you will also be shocked at how you have known this all along yet you never 'thought' about it,you just left it sit in a hidden area of your self,this is where the memories of the true self are waiting,the memories of before your adjusting to being a
human,
You fall into it,
it starts 'mostly' in the baby years, when you had just left that point of simply being,it is a place
that you cannot comprehend at the moment for you have been existing in the way you are now for
far too long but when you started looking for the reason as to why your reality has felt so out of
place,you began your journey toward the answer,
in time - you will realize your sense of 'knowing' even further and you can then go back to that
point out of choice alone - without actually crossing it,
i do not recommend you try this until you learn all there is about the consciousness,until you can
say without doubt that you are ready,you will know what "Ready" is when you are ready,it's not the "i can handle this" or
"i have had enough of this world" type of ready,
it is more the "i am ready because i am awareness and i sense this in my very core because i am able to stop thinking at a moments notice and simply be because my ego is a thing of the past and is realized to be
nothing more than a figment of my imagination.
You will be ready when you 'Know'.
Below is a whole lot of text that will increase your knowledge of reality and it's workings ten fold,
problem is - although it will increase your knowledge - it is still your created perception and you are limited to that and so may not be able to comprehend the content but you will improve every time you read it
because reading it will decrease your limitations every time...
You painted this picture,read on
to understand what that means.
i will try to explain this,
i may go off the beaten track through this story but please try to follow and i hope i can make it a worth while journey for you,
when some one does something to you and you think of what they have done as one of the most
horrid experiences in your existence,you may not realize that to them it was a triviality of an occurrence and they are confused by your reaction,
provided they know nothing of what you're about to .
You create your own reality and only you experience that reality,others can only receive
information from what it is you are focused on and they then integrate this information into their perceived reality and even then it can only be what is within the range of what they understand/believe logically possible.
the reverse is also true,when they communicate with you,the reality you perceive will be within
your range of logic and belief and this is why so much is lost in communication,you both stand and
look at a blue screen but if you could look through the eyes of your companion,you would see a
different colour,it is only because you have learned this colour to be named blue,it's the old " how can you possibly like that?" or "why would you do such a thing?"
FACT!
proven through The Double Slit Experiment ,advanced mathematical equations and philosophical debate performed by many of the greatest minds to ever exist <(or did they)
confused yet??? GOOD!
time to explode
a quick run down of The Double Slit Experiment -
(refer to Thomas Young or Niels Bohr to find a lot more on this,for you that likes the science stuff just follow this link en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Double-slit_experiment)
Imagine tiny bits of solid matter all stuck together creating everything you experience as your reality are marbles,(this is to represent the photons used in this experiment)
so they get a panel and cut 2 slits then they fire the marbles at the panel,logically a few marbles
should get through and leave an imprint of 2 lines on the screen behind but instead there were
loads of lines,(~Diffraction Pattern~)
they think the marbles must be bouncing off one another as they go through and a whole bunch of other reasons
so they decide to fire one at a time
but guess what?
loads of lines,(~Diffraction Pattern~)
This cannot be,this makes no sense,We fired 1 at a time,
lets watch the marbles as they go through
and see what happens,
so they watch them close and something weird happens,
there are 2 lines on the screen behind,
?they stop watching = loads of lines,they watch = 2 lines..
?reality is behaving according to what they expect by producing what is believed to be the logical outcome when it is observed and when not observed reality is nothing more than possibility,
meaning nothing actually exists but for the experience you are having and everything else is mere possibility.
Schrödinger's cat -
so when Schrödinger's cat (the thought experiment of that cat in a box where no one could know if it were alive or dead due to the poison being released at an unknown time and thus the assumtion was that the cat) was both alive and dead simultaniously..
I would however state the undeniable logic derived from the observer effect is that in actuallity - there is no cat until you look in the box.
so you think you have the why and how?
i did too,remember that you only experience reality as information through your senses and you don't really know if anything exists at all but this also means that the experiment is received by you
as information that you then try to integrate into your perceived reality as best you can with what
you've got in your toolbox.
this whole episode is more of a way for the awareness to try and get you to understand what it is
you truly are in the best way possible,this bit of info will get right through to you
- it is appealing to your search for those 3 words "peace of mind" <if you don't get a shock when you read those 3
words, then you are not even close to being ready and you probably can't even see the words in the first place hehe
ever deeper>
so you have all these people with books and ideas and promises of the perfect world for you,you
have doctors and psychiatrists and wise old folk all who tell you what to do.
why should you listen to them? you might ask,well it's very simple,'all of them are you',
it is your painting of what you believe is happening in your reality and all of it is trying to tell you something,
do not dismiss things so quickly simply because you disagree but instead examine them
for what it is they may be trying to say.
this can be difficult when you are so stressed,for this reason i give you a simple task,
'slow your breathing',
it sounds like nothing but in the most horrible or most wonderful of situations -
you can remain or achieve calm,
just stop and focus on slowing your breathing until you zone out,you may even begin to drool but hey,it's the price of peacefulness and that's priceless (contradiction or is it),slow your breathing and be amazed,
moving along now .
Through my research i have come to realize that the key to everything is belief or more to the point 'not having any doubt in your ability to have or do what ever you like when or where ever you like',
the now famous book/film The Secret tells you to just believe in the possibility and imagine how
you will feel when it comes true,tell yourself a story of what happened next, really tell yourself the
story, until you get lost in the dream,in time you will be amazed at how it worked,they tell you
that you don't have to know how it works but just know that it does work and believe it can
happen,
all of this is simply put 'trying to lie to yourself',how stupid could one be to do such a thing? but stupid is not what's happening here>
it's easy to convince many to believe something ie:Religion in general or to convince an entire
nation to follow you ie:Hitler but it needs some reasoning in its content or you won't get very
far,you play upon the persons desire,the underlying dream of a better life and future and soon you
will have them eating from your hand,
the problem is none question what they have been told but instead out of desperation jump into the
fire and also then raise their young to follow the same path,no chance for those children as their foundations have been corrupted and this is exactly how entire worlds can fall,
those behind The Secret would never tell you about this as they know you will eventually discover
it when you are ready,they would instead give you a guide along the path and include all of its
workings for free.
trying to sell a book with the excuse of we need the money to pay for the book when they could
just make it available to download as an e-book (for those who don't use the internet ,an E-book is an book you can read on your computer or have it printed to paper ) for free and above all "if they are right and they know how to make The Secret work then why do they need to do anything when they could simply
use The Secret to open everybody's mind to it or even use it to get the money for the book and pay for the lot ,making it free for all"
excuses are infinite here but again the whole thing is 'you' trying to tell yourself something,
charlatans in the multitude from channeling to mind reading and many more but should you
dismiss them all?
'they are your painting'
here's hoping you have enough paint,
the key is you have to believe,you can't have any doubt..
i cannot bring myself to believe regardless of the mountain of undeniable evidence i have
gathered,evidence is not proof and proof is impossible as reality is a self created perception,
ever noticed how you can think about something for but a moment and then move back to what you were doing,
it happens by one thing reminding you of something else,where you think of a good invention or how you might like to see a certain movie or how you would like a coffee then days,hours,minutes or even seconds later,it happens,you see,get,find or experience the event in some way,
i call those the fleeting thoughts,
the way you think at those moments is the vital part of creating something,
the ego is silent in most of those moments and it feels like a dream state or day dream,
you do not have the conflict of doubt caused by the ego in that moment and so the absolute believe is applied to the subject by the subconscious,
it is in this way of thinking that you can create something - should you be able to think without the ego and truly believe in the possibility,
silence the ego through breathing and realize that its suggestions are irrelevant unless you deem them otherwise,
now practice,
find something simple that you fully believe possible and then 'dream state it'> try to go into the drooling - eyes out of focus - daydream state,then create the event in your minds eye.
if you find this too difficult,then try instead to keep a diary of these events,when they happen after you have thought of them - you will notice the events you thought of - have come to be a reality every now and then,
try to record the event and how long before it happened that you were thinking of it and how you pictured it in your minds eye,
in a short time you will start to notice these events more and more and this will give you the tools to creating believable outcomes due to your diary showing how it works,
these events are often refered to as synchronicities by those who practice "noticing them",it will feel almost the same as a "Déjà vu" experience.
Déjà vu is an entire subject i have to talk about some other time as it is seriously strange,i have experienced duel memories as though i am living two lifetimes side by side simultaniously,madness is to weak a word to describe where you end up from this experience...
it gets easy to create these believable things but for the melding ,the melding is a thing that is very hard to explain until you experience it personally,
something you have created comes to be in a very obvious way,your surroundings will change to being more bright and more detailed,smells, taste, touch and everything else is enhanced to the point of being overwhelming but then suddenly the melding happens,everything seems to become less amazing ,the occurrence looks and feels to you as though it is absolutely normal and has always been this way,
it feels as though nothing changed regardless of how incredible the event may have been,
your reality blends/melds this event right into place as though it is completely normal and soon after you forget the whole thing,i do not know if the event-diary matters here but i think it doesn't ,
i think it is up to you ,
in my experience with this,when the reality changes then so to do you,it melds with you,
it's like the time traveling "Grandfather Paradox" were actually a thing,(i explain time travel as impossible but it is more an altering of your reality path,
Both Allan Watts and Robert Anton Wilson would have said "it's what you tune in",look up anything from those two guys,they are both excellent guides to this insanity...
i would explain that if you go back in time that the very moment you begin traveling is the very moment you enter a new reality ,
"Grandfather Paradox"
if you go back and kill your grandfather then You will never exist so how could you go back in the first place,You could do this if it was an alternate reality,
you go back and kill your grandfather and then continue living in this timeline,the you in this reality will never come to be and the reality you left behind will remain unchanged,
with this i say it is time space reality tunnel traveling because it is far more complicated than what i have explained and also in my view - just another dream of Awareness,
if such things were possible then all of existence is in every way infinite and this would mean that
all possibilities already exist meaning everything you do is predetermined and you truly are nothing
more than a character in a story lead to believe it is a real being,
i am certain that the only thing that exists is what you look for with belief in its possibility and in truth it does not exist at all,i mean it exists but only as an experience you are having within the minds eye and not as an actual material event,James J. Traitz said "the belief that the substance of the universe is matter is what he called a 'fear/greed dichotomy' ,
this is basically saying if you belive the world is solid then you lack the correct information or are in a very confused state of denial
what drives us to do this?
we do this because we desire to experience!
'your emotions are the result of desire'
the future hasn't happened and the past is gone,you are now,everything is fine.
<don't you just hate it,i have often been in the now ,freezing cold starving and feeling alone,everything is not fine,you can be in the now but whilst there you'd better plan for the future or you're gonna have a lot of horrible 'nows'
some would say "but i just can't forget! how can i be in the moment with such horrible thoughts eating away at my insides?"
'such thoughts manifest as physical illness'
letting go of past hurtful memories of wrong doings by others upon you and of the things you have done is what i call >
"The Monkey"
would you spend everyday punishing or feeling disgusted with a Monkey for hitting you with a grape years earlier?
NO!
'cause the monkey knows not what it do',
we make mistakes because we know not what we do,
realize you are the monkey evolving (not in the darwin sense) and you will be free of some of the crap that brings you down..
why we do this and what drives us to make so many mistakes is selfishness,that's right ,you heard me,i said you are selfish,
we all are..
this was the biggest break through for me and it is far more incredible than you first think.
you have to be selfish but try to be so in the following way>>
be selfish in the
productive way...
all thinking things do what they do out of the desire for self
satisfaction in order to experience existence,
this is hard to accept so i am gonna make it easy by being horrible>
you're caught in a hostage situation with your child and a nasty guy holding a gun to your head hands you a gun and tells you shoot your own child or he will shoot you,now here you are left with a lot of choices all of which you and your ego can ponder for a bit then come to the conclusion as to what you will do in this circumstance of the most horrid,what ever choice you make,it is ~YOUR choice based on the outcome YOU wanted most~
still not gettin it?
ok
give a man starving a piece of bread
and a soft fluffy pillow to rest is poor head
why bother doing any of that?
i mean,why did you choose to help him out?
did you do it for him?
you did it because it felt like a nice thing to do which in turn satisfied you,it made you feel better about this situation because seeing him there made you uncomfortable,you wouldn't give him a thing if it hadn't affected you emotionally.
you do what you do entirely for you.
we are selfish by design,the mistake is
that we are satisfying our-self
and not including others,
if you help the old lady
cross the road,
you make her feel less alone (or you are reminding her of her old age and ruining her day),
in turn you satisfy your need to do something
nice which makes you feel good,
now we have to hope the old lady goes
on with this good feeling and
does something for 2 others,
satisfying her desire to be looked upon as a good person,
then those 2
find 2 more and do the exact
same for the exact same reason whilst passing on the message of why and how it is 'selfishness in a productive way',
eventually there will come a
day where many do nice things for
each other all the time and we
will all be happy 'All The Time',
Bet that gets boring quickly and we
soon fall into a pit of despair
feeling the bad like never before,
the cycle continues until we
realize that we are not persona's
but instead we are awareness/god
entertaining by observation
(experiencing) of existence.
you exist to experience and you can only experience by desire to do so,
your every action is for self satisfaction regardless of its moral content as all morals are dictated out of selfishness,
if you do what you believe to be a good deed - you do this only to satisfy your desire to feel good about yourself in your action,
the implications of the understanding as to the true depths of this simple fact of selfishness are infinite,
it is the finality of emotional turmoil,the crippling of the subtle suggester/ego in the ability to choose how you wish to feel rather than fall prey to simplicities eg: "the loss of things loved",
love is the very essence of selfishness,"i love" = i feel good when i think of or am with something or some-one,
even the biblical god is selfish in "obey me,take no other god before me,i am the lord,defy me and spend eternity in hell","it's my way or the highway",satisfy god for god desires and desire is selfishness renamed....
which brings me to the death scenario
what happens?
i have memories that are intermingled with each other of me being or doing in one place but i know i was in another,
i have gone to bed in one country only to wake in another at an earlier time in my life ,i closed my eyes and screamed nooo and when i open them i am back where i went to sleep in the first place,i have a memory of looking for a body in a place i know was full of buildings but in this search for the body - the buildings have long crumbled and the place is surrounded in flames.i have woken from lives lived to a life i am living and none of this dare i tell for fear of a white room.
if you know nothing of the 'reality question',then you come to the death point and cross into what is that place of dream,it is in the place of knowing but you are no longer aware of what is happening as you drift through the dream state,up until you start to focus on a subject which becomes more detailed and finaly you fall obliviously into your new reality,
if however you are one who has done this a few times too many ,then you become aware of this dreamstate and the thought of thinking yourself out of this game and back to the ocean ,frightens you to pick a subject and start drifting until you begin a new life and the cycle continues until you are 'ready' to rejoin the ocean,simple as that...
(if you cant get to the place of knowing,then smoke a large dose of salvia divinorum making sure you are lying on the floor with some one you trust watching over you.
once you begin falling through yourself,you will be aware of the presense of many minds all focused on you,you will then feel a non physical 'pull' to stay in that place and go further,to remain in the knowing and fall through the point of the creator self ,to become one with the ocean ,you will feel harshly judged and will sense 6 shadow figures around you,
you can't See as you would with your corporial eyes but you do in some sense see these figures,
they are like statues but they have a kind of life energy that is extremely powerful,if you fight to get back here ,it will be a bad experience,simply repeat to yourself that this is all you and you make the decisions.
(salvia divinorum is not a recreational drug but more on the line of DMT(Dimethyltryptamine)which is a natural byproduct of the brain and released in a very large dosage during the phases of death,salvia divinorum will allow for a similar experience but a lot harder to remember or explain when you return to lucidity as the place of "knowing" is not as simplistic or straight forward as the so called "REAL WORLD",i do NOT recommend you try it but it's always up to you in the end.)
the other way to reach it but harder to do and far more intense is through the beginning of sleep,slow the breathing until you are zoned out and wait,you will feel an approaching vibration which gets stronger until it becomes all powerful and combined with this everywhere you look will be bright white,it's a light that is pure white like glowing milk,it's terrifying but if you can face it,hold on and soon you will arrive in the place of knowing but with more control/lucidity)
why are we desiring to experience,why do any of this at all?
the answer is in that place,outside of desire ,outside of this dream,i glimsed it once and for what felt like an eternity i was everything and knew everything and it all made perfect sense but part of me didn't want to go,be it out of fear or what i don't know but i screamed and clawed my way back from this place all while another part of me fought to go,i got back but only to the edge and in this i was left broken and confused by reality in itself,i was both insane and sane ,it was the most horrible time of my existence,the feeling of loss for something you can't remember is a feeling i can not explain in words,
i will return when the time is right but for now i am going to contine this experiencing existence in my semi lunatic state of mind ..
but it's all an illusion ,isn't it?
so what does any of it matter?
it matters because you are in the human way.
yet still i ask you,do you think you're actually sitting
there now reading?
what would you do if you could be God for a day?
off you go now and choose your path of selfishness,
will you join the pack or go it alone?
are you dreaming all of this?
do you like the picture you have painted?
you create the things you hate,
get a fresh canvas.
by
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